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dear diary...
i havent write you for so long im so sorry..
i was really tired lately and i was too lazy to write anything with my confusing mind..online is the last thing on my mind..
i didnt eat much lately, i just lying on my bed, staring at the wall, and slept all day..
well, actually i really miss someone..but, its ok tho..this is the right thing to do..(you do understand what im saying rite?)
i try to change everything and think bout this sad stuff, but i realize i actually want him always around, i want him so much and it kills me..
as long i live, i will always think bout him eventho i dont know where he is now...(if you read this..i just want you to know that i miss you.but im ok!)
This is how it feels, When you wait for a call that never comes and waking up 'cause you miss someone?
have you ever feel it?